Women: Living to Trust a Man

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"
Customized Writing


I am aware that you eagerly wait to encounter a man that you can place all your trust in
Your anticipation has grown weaker because you have had little or no experience with this trust
You want so badly to just allow him to protect and provide for you
And I know you have lost a little faith in the male species
We have often let our queens down, simultaneously fulfilling our own selfish desires
But trust me we are aware to this fact
Constantly evolving into the husband, father, and man we choose to be
Mistakes are made along the way and yes sometimes we hurt others without acknowledgement
Trust me we are aware of all our wrongs
You must accept the man who chooses to correct these wrongs
Do not give up on us because we live to be all that you need in a man
It is a process to develop a mental image of what it is to be that man you seek
Eventually transpiring to our phyical being
Give us a chance to gain your trust
Allowing us to take our position as a man in every situation that we experience together
You will know what man deserves your trust, because he will protect your heart first without compromise
If you can trust a man with your heart, everything else is secondary
Live with your heart and a man soon will come that can be trusted to live for the same



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Western Shell

By Theodore R. Goyins, III
-Customized Writing-



This shell is for my hiding
Its' hard exterior protects me from revealing my soft side
I use it as a mirror to reflect what you accept as fitting in
Fitting into a culture that makes you feel comfortable about you because few are different
So I just put on my little westernized shell to blend into that which surrounds me
Society has caused us to adopt their norms and traditions
Drowning out our individualism and opportunity to be our divine self
There are few and far between that seek to step outside of this shell
I believe my true beauty rest inside of this shell
A precious stone that has been developed by the pressure of going against the norm
My true spirit rest in the revealing of what lies within
A shell built to withstand the pressure of the outside world
The outer core has been all you have seen
It creates a facade far from who I truly am
Soon you will see
That beneath this shell is not who the world wants me to be
But only the precious stone that was created.........me

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Bliss

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"
"Customized Writing"

Certainly I have been mistaken for years
Always confused for pleasure
Here not for your entertainment
But rather to feed your soul
Feel me in every inch of you, allow me in
I am the sensation felt after the sweetest kiss
The refreshing taste to quench your thirst
Lasting for a lifetime so that you will remember me with every step you take
It is something that comes over you when you truly experience me
Leaving you in a state of disbelief
Captivating your thoughts for more than a moment
Elevating you beyond gravity
Floating to the reaches of heaven
Leveling off at the point where our souls collide
I become a part of you and you a part of me
This is the place where space and time are infinite
Take me in with each breath
Inhaling what it truly feels like to be on Cloud 9
For this is no ordinary experience of bliss





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Let Go, Release

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"



Sometimes it is easier to hold on versus letting go
This way you can allow for the wall you have built to grow stronger
Protecting your heart from the hurt you once felt
You promised yourself you would never feel this pain again
That you would guard yourself by any means necessary
Even if it meant holding on to things that have a worn out grip
You thought maybe by changing your emoitional posture it would create change
And the tightness of your squeeze would somehow extract the greater in the very thing you hold
Exasperating the time because you thought your grip was strong enough
The hardest thing to do is to let go
But this is what you must do to be free
Relieving yourself of self-guilt and a hardened heart
Releasing into the universe that you are free from holding on to what is lost
Immediately finding that your love is not confined to holding on
But that you are able to plant your love in the things that grow
For your heart to expand to all that is supposed to enter.........
You must Let Go, and Release



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Haiti

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"


She was already struggling to keep her balance
Pullling from the strength of those who sought her as refuge
Famine struck her house with vengeance
Leaving her family in a very desolate place
Searching for the source that would provide for their basic needs
She was hurting and her hurt multiplied to her live-in guest
There were long lost sisters and brothers who came to her aid periodically
Even some camped out in her backyard to provide constant support
She needed this relief
This relief would soon be needed more than ever and at greater multitudes
Her world would be changed forever
The very center of her would be shaken to pieces
Haiti had her heart torn a part
She was not built to withstand this type of damage
Her foundation had been in a fragile state for years but it was improving
Now that her heart had been broken it greatly affected the lives of her siblings
They would climb from the rubble, which was once the heart of Haiti
Some were never able to recover from seeing their sister broken
So they perished among the broken pieces of Haiti


.....To Be Continued.......



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One Last Wish

By Theodore R. Goyins, III (TRG3)

Excerpt from My Book

*Dedicated to my God Mother, Aunt Cheryl* Thank you for being who you are!

The pain of love often has its way of operating for the good
In the beginning it hurt to see the one you love inflict self pain
Creating a gap between our hearts, leading to the demise of our relationship
Leaving me to care for the three angels that God blessed me with
Hard at times, but I persevered
Tired at times, but God gives me stregth
Battling through the years to exemplify what a great mother looks like
Years weighing heavy on my heart
I am a survior of love and life.
At the point where I found love and knew it was my destiny
God had a different plan for my relationship to be
But before God would have his way, my partner had one last wish.....



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When Men Cry

By Theodore R. Goyins, III


Excerpt From My Book



It hurt me but I couldn't cry
Storing every tear away in my emotional storage closet
In this closet I experience emotional safety
Not releasing any of its' content because I believed it to be emasculating
Sadness draping the hanger of its' security
It was safe tucked away in the back
No matter the fact that the length of time had created moths to eat away at the very fabric of my being
It hurt me but I didn't cry
Hoarding each tear and placing at the back of my emotional closet











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