Let Go, Release

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"



Sometimes it is easier to hold on versus letting go
This way you can allow for the wall you have built to grow stronger
Protecting your heart from the hurt you once felt
You promised yourself you would never feel this pain again
That you would guard yourself by any means necessary
Even if it meant holding on to things that have a worn out grip
You thought maybe by changing your emoitional posture it would create change
And the tightness of your squeeze would somehow extract the greater in the very thing you hold
Exasperating the time because you thought your grip was strong enough
The hardest thing to do is to let go
But this is what you must do to be free
Relieving yourself of self-guilt and a hardened heart
Releasing into the universe that you are free from holding on to what is lost
Immediately finding that your love is not confined to holding on
But that you are able to plant your love in the things that grow
For your heart to expand to all that is supposed to enter.........
You must Let Go, and Release



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Haiti

By Theodore R. Goyins, III "TRG3"


She was already struggling to keep her balance
Pullling from the strength of those who sought her as refuge
Famine struck her house with vengeance
Leaving her family in a very desolate place
Searching for the source that would provide for their basic needs
She was hurting and her hurt multiplied to her live-in guest
There were long lost sisters and brothers who came to her aid periodically
Even some camped out in her backyard to provide constant support
She needed this relief
This relief would soon be needed more than ever and at greater multitudes
Her world would be changed forever
The very center of her would be shaken to pieces
Haiti had her heart torn a part
She was not built to withstand this type of damage
Her foundation had been in a fragile state for years but it was improving
Now that her heart had been broken it greatly affected the lives of her siblings
They would climb from the rubble, which was once the heart of Haiti
Some were never able to recover from seeing their sister broken
So they perished among the broken pieces of Haiti


.....To Be Continued.......



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One Last Wish

By Theodore R. Goyins, III (TRG3)

Excerpt from My Book

*Dedicated to my God Mother, Aunt Cheryl* Thank you for being who you are!

The pain of love often has its way of operating for the good
In the beginning it hurt to see the one you love inflict self pain
Creating a gap between our hearts, leading to the demise of our relationship
Leaving me to care for the three angels that God blessed me with
Hard at times, but I persevered
Tired at times, but God gives me stregth
Battling through the years to exemplify what a great mother looks like
Years weighing heavy on my heart
I am a survior of love and life.
At the point where I found love and knew it was my destiny
God had a different plan for my relationship to be
But before God would have his way, my partner had one last wish.....



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